Almost about six months ago I gave birth to the most beautiful baby my eyes laid on. Me and Nikko never wanted to do a 4d ultrasound because we wanted it to be a surprise on how he looked like when he came out. And when he came out and they handed him to me it was like love at first sight. He was the most cutest precious soul I laid eyes on. I told my self did I push that baby out, lol. And now he’s just this smart baby that’s grown so much. I swear everything has flown by so quick I catch myself looking at his newborn pictures and see how amazed I am to see how much he has grown. Never in my life I didn’t think I’d be here and it’s a blessing. I’ve overcome so much and being a mother is no easy job. It has taught me one of my biggest flaws which is having patience. He has taught me to be patient with him when times are rough…

I never really thought my life would change so quickly. I remember always being so careless thinking only about myself. Going out every night getting shit faced, even when I had work the next morning. Struggling to get to work cause I was hungover .. those were the crazy days. Now my life has more meaning to it, I now care for another life, another soul … it’s no longer about me but my son and his needs. I remember thinking how it’d be like to have a baby, and let me tell you it was no where near as what I thought it was. But aside that, every day I wake up to the best thing in life. He brings me happiness when I’m feeling down, and when I’m feeling like I am not a good enough mother he makes me laugh and he puts a smile on his face and it makes me happy. I look forward to every milestones, every day he shows me sometjing new. Whether it’d be him turning over, or him mumbling jibberish stuff. It all amazes me, and I wouldn’t trade it for anything. As a mother, it’s the best feeling only a mother can feel. 💙

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My beautiful bundle of love . Giving birth to you is still unbelievable! I still can’t Believe I pushed you out of me. The pain and labor was worth seeing you. The feeling is so crazy, just those two days were a crazy roller coaster . And to have to share my birthday with you is amazing. I no longer look forward to my birthday but to yours as well. You make me happy and even tho you don’t give mommy and daddy sleep we love you with every thing we got. I love you Jeremiah Mateo 💙 mommy is ready to love you!

My beautiful bundle of love . Giving birth to you is still unbelievable! I still can’t Believe I pushed you out of me. The pain and labor was worth seeing you. The feeling is so crazy, just those two days were a crazy roller coaster . And to have to share my birthday with you is amazing. I no longer look forward to my birthday but to yours as well. You make me happy and even tho you don’t give mommy and daddy sleep we love you with every thing we got. I love you Jeremiah Mateo 💙 mommy is ready to love you!

Not at the hospital . Don’t think it’s time to go, but I am getting the real pain. Just waitin out & tryna stretch time at home . This back ache and contracting is horrible ! I’m ready for baby to come

My baby shower . Thank you for everything & many more . You’re the best 💙

My baby shower . Thank you for everything & many more . You’re the best 💙

Thank you for everything you’ve done for me. So lucky & blessed to have a man like you in my life. You stick w/ me thru the bad &thru the good . I wouldn’t ever think that we’d end up together but Im glad we have come to what we have. We went thru the bad relationships to get to this & I’m happy and thankful to have you . Muwahsss 😘

Thank you for everything you’ve done for me. So lucky & blessed to have a man like you in my life. You stick w/ me thru the bad &thru the good . I wouldn’t ever think that we’d end up together but Im glad we have come to what we have. We went thru the bad relationships to get to this & I’m happy and thankful to have you . Muwahsss 😘